| Location | Ashford Kent |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 4/2008 |
| Date of Death | 4/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,917 since 22/04/2008 |
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Baby Oscar Mills
Born sleeping on 04/04/08
Ashford Kent
Mummy and Daddy, Sarah King and Richard Mills.
Loved and wanted so much, but was too good for this world, and now a beautiful Angel watching over us x
When I found out I was pregnant it was the most happiest moment in my life. I was so excited. I went for a scan to see how far gone I was and I was 8 weeks and 6 days. Everything was fine. We went to our 12 week scan, ( had all my blood tests, they all came back with no problems. So all I kept thinking was YES!! I'm past what they call the 3 month scare, and that I didn't have to keep getting worried in case anything was wrong. Richy and I decided that at the 20 week scan we wanted to find out the sex of the baby. When we found out we were having a boy we were so excited. But then my world came crashing down when the nurse eventually told me that there was a problem. Oscar had spina bifida the worst case u can get. We were told that we had to make a decision! Either to carry on with the pregnancy or to end the pregnancy. We were sent home and had to come back the next day. We had decided to end the pregnancy because he wouldnt of had a life if we kept him. So that day I had to take a tablet 2 start my labour off and come back 2 days later and take a tablet every 3 hours. On friday the 4th of april I gave birth to my beautiful baby boy at 10.30pm. Im so glad that I had the chance to see and hold him. He was about as long as a pen. He had little fingernails and blonde eyebrows at just 21 weeks! He was perfect! The funeral was the saddest day of my life. It was the first funeral I had ever been to and it was my own son's funeral.
We talk about him all the time it helps me loads, because i know he will never be forgotten.
I love you my little prince xx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
I'm so sorry for your loss, I also lost my baby boy at 21 weeks, he had a form of spina bifida and would only lived for minutes if i had gone full term, so i made the same choice as you. it was for the best as i would not now have my little girl. Sorry to waffle on, i would just like you to know your not alone. xxx
a mothers dream
A MOTHERS DREAM
I carried you so lovingly,
Within my gentle womb...
And little did I realise,
Your life would end too soon.
I never got the chance to say
I love you, little one...
Before I held you in my arms,
Your life on earth was done.
The grief is indescribable,
To lose a child this way...
All the many hopes and dreams,
Just vanished on that day.
I know I'll see the sun shine bright
Upon my baby's face...
When I finally get to heaven,
All my pain will be erased.
We'll soar the skies together,
As angels two by two...
We'll have a sweet reunion
This mother's dream come true
rest in peace angel xx
GOD,
*.*.*.OPENED
* ...*.*. THE WINDOWS
* * .* *.*.*.* OF HEAVEN.
.*) .*) *.*.*LOOKED AT ME
. (... *.*.*.**.*.*.*AND ASKED,
..*(...) .*.*.*.*.* **.*. *WHAT IS YOUR
* ....(...) * . * . * .* *PRAYER
* .*.. *....* (...) * .*FOR
.. *..(...). *....* .*TODAY?
.* ... *.... * *. * . * .**I
. * . * . . * . *.*. * . **ANSWERED:
__00000___00000 *.*. * .* .*GOD
_0000000_0000000. * . * .*TAKE
_0000 OOOO 00000. * . * .*CARE
__0000000000000 * . ** .*OF THE
___00000000000 * . *. * . * .*PERSON
_____0000000 * . *. * . ** *.*THAT
_______000 * . *. * * * .*.*IS
________0* . * .. ** .. * .*.*READING
. * .. ** .. * . * . * .* . *.*THIS
. * . (.. *** /) * .*.*MESSAGE
* . * ( ..(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE
* . * (_ /|.. _) . **.* THIS PERSON IS
* . * . /___.. * . .* .*SO
. * * . * . * *SPECIAL xxx
oscar sleep tight little one in the arms of the angels,and play with all your friends in that beautifull garden...sleep tight beautifull baby boy..from the family of anthony redding x x x
Hey Baby
Hey Oscar, today is the day you were due to be born, send mummy and daddy your love today, they think of you every day, as we all do, and we miss you so much, love you forever baby boy, love great Arla Angie and Rochelle xxxx
I feel more depressed
Each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
There has been a big mistake.
My darling son was taken
From his mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above
I did not have him with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold him
Which makes me very sad?
The pain of losing my son
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing you
Longing to have you near
Life for me is lonely now
Without you by my side
My Broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide
People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay
For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there
The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep
A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died
So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you
Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because the also suffer daily
As the memories of their child remain
We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal?
For the loss of our children
Is for us, so very real.
We thought of you with love today,
But that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday,
And days before that too.
We think of you in silence,
We often speak your name.
Now all we have are memories,
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake,
With which we'll never part;
God has you in his keeping,
But we have you in our hearts.
You never said I'm leaving
You never said good-bye
You were gone before I knew it
And only God knew why
A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried.
If love alone could've saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place,
No one else will ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you didn't go alone.
Part of us went with you,
The day God took you home.
We thought of you with love today,
But that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday,
And days before that too.
We think of you in silence,
We often speak your name.
Now all we have are memories,
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake,
With which we'll never part;
God has you in his keeping,
But we have you in our hearts.
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